hydro again today. and got a kid who likes to grab onto me and cling like a koala. another kid which i did sea-weeding for like 30 mins. my biceps are so so sore, even bending my arms hurts like crazy.

*sob*

another night of bad sleep...i guess 2 weeks hols really screwed up my body's clock. or maybe the break from clinics has permanently erased all forms of information related to clinics. my mind is just blank most of the time. all i can think of is my comfy bed and going to sleep.

*yawn*

don't like having strangers in my place. makes me feel that my personal space has been invaded and have to damp down all the 'fight-flight' response i am having. it's as if every little thing that goes wrong or is out of place is a pin in my eye, pain in my neck. instinct is to scream at someone or to run away from this place...neither of which are acceptable in the current situation.

*sigh*

technically only 37 days of uni left before swot vac. 3.5 months to graduation. just when i thought august was passing fairly fast, time slowed down in my world to a snail's pace.

*groan*