我想起妈妈的怀抱。
躲在妈妈的怀里，远离这世间的事事非非，
那一段童年的日子，已经离我太遥远。

我好想离开这个世界。
抛下一切的一切，放弃所有的包袱，
不需要再乔装自己的感情，自由来去。

心里好冷好寂寞
别人的不解，成为了我的负担。
我的冷酷无情，成为了别人的不满。
一遍遍的开解，听进去了，却是说易行难。
眼眶不断涌出的泪水，
洗不掉我脸上的忧愁，淹不掉我心里的难过。

好累，好想找个人让我靠一靠。
好多话说不出口，闷在心里，渐渐的腐蚀我。
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i feel like the lousiest person in this whole world...
so lousy that i really shouldn't be here at all...
i've brought no good..and caused more harm...
if i am gone,
if i am no longer here, perhaps people i know would be much more happier...

a gnawing pain inside me
a throbbing ache within
no words to describe what i feel
only tears that wouldn't stop flowing
when would the pain stop?
when would the tears dry?
when would i finally be taken away
so that the world would become a better place......?