my sickness is making me do stupid things...like signing up for an account for an online matchmaking thingie! i can already hear all of you sniggering and laughing at me. *ggggrrrr* well, i wasn't in the right mind for the past few days (it's hard to think properly when your brain is put under intense pressure from the endless coughing).

ok,i am NOT proud of that fact kiez? almost quit from the website...until the next day, still in my groggy state of mind, i actually received emails from some of the guys! wuahaha! ok,i know it sounds damn L.O.S.E.R. but i am kinda honoured, especially since i've only put up an okay-looking photo. hhmm...does this mean these guys who email me are actually THAT desperate??

anyway, joy and lauren are poking fun at me all the time, announcing to the whole physio comp lab that "gretel is looking for love on the Internet!" argh!! those 2 gals...but i must say they do look pretty excited when the three of us search through the website for "potential candidates". wuahah..might as well abuse my membership eh? since it was a "just for fun" thing, should have as much fun as we can while i am still a member. *guaffaws*

those of you who are actually concerned about my safety, dun worry ok? i'll be real careful (and all these guys are in Singapore anyway...)

ok, enough crap about my desperado status as a result of my sickness. seeing the doc yesterday blew another hole in my pocket. but at least i am feeling slightly better (and sounding better too...) though i must say when i was at the doc, i do wish there was someone there with me. still remember in 2nd year when i fell sick, wp was so kind to accompany me to the doc even though he has an assignment to complete. ahh...where are such people when you need them most??

ooh..can't wait till i am fully well and can start singing again. been listening to my fav songs playing from my comp and unable to sing along. *sob* didn't know i sing so much until i lost my voice and can barely talk.

well...i aim to learn the following song when i can sing once again...it's a canto-mandarin song. hmm..maybe after this song, i should go on and learn more canto songs. *ponder ponder*

好心分手
演唱：卢巧音 王力宏

是否很惊讶讲不出说话
Si fau hun ging nga, gong but chuet suet wah
没错我是说你想分手吗
Muet chor aw si suet, nei seung fun sau ma
曾给你驯服到,就像绵羊
Chang kup nei soon fook dou, jau jeung min yueng
何解会反咬你一下, 你知吗
Hor gaai wui faan ngaau nei yut ha, nei ji ma

也许该反省 不应再说话
被放弃的我 应有此报吗
如果我曾是个坏牧羊人
能否再让我试一下 抱一下

回头望伴你走从来未曾幸福过
Wui tau mong, buen nei jau, chung loi mei chang hang fook gwor
恨太多没结果 往事重提是折磨
下半生 陪住你 怀疑快乐也不多
Ha buen sang, pui ju nei, waai yi faai lok ya but dor
被我伤 让你痛

好心一早放开我
Hou sum yut jou fong hoi aw
重头努力也坎坷 统统不要好过
chung tau lou lik ya hum hor Tung tung but yiu hou gwor
为何唱着这首歌 为怨恨而分手 问你是否原谅我
若注定有一点苦楚 不如自己亲手割破
Yuek ju ding yau yut dim fu chor but yu ji gei chan sau got por

回头吧 不要走 不要这样离开我
恨太多 没结果 往事重提是折磨
下半生陪住你 怀疑快乐也不多
Ha buen sang, pui ju nei, waai yi faai lok ya but dor
没有心 别再拖
Muet yau sum, bit joi tor

好心一早放开我
Hou sum yut jou fong hoi aw
重头努力也坎坷 统统不要好过
chung tau lou lik ya hum hor Tung tung but yiu hou gwor
为何唱着这首歌 为怨恨而分手 问你是否原谅我
若勉强也分到不多, 不如什么也摔破
Yuek min keung ya fun dou but dor, but yu sum more ya sui porr

啦啦啦...好心分手每天播
可知歌者也奈何
Hoh ji goh je ya noi hoh
难行就无谓再拖
naan ngaai jau mou wai jou tor

好心一早放开我
Hou sum yut jou fong hoi aw
重头努力也坎坷 统统不要好过
chung tau lou lik ya hum hor Tung tung but yiu hou gwor
为何唱着这首歌 为怨恨而分手 问你是否原谅我
若注定有一点苦楚 不如自己亲手割破
Yuek ju ding yau yut dim fu chor, but yu ji gei chan sau got por

ooh, dunno if my canto can make it or not. last time memorise canto 《虫儿飞》, took me like months....and that song was like so short. this one..probably gonna take me a whole year!