Happy Birthday to Disillusioned!

yeah yeah, my blog is one year old *applause* haha..can't believe i've been writing in this blog for a year liaoz. although i've changed my templates alot of time, i think i've managed to keep the essence of this blog intact (i.e. self-depreciating crap *grinz*)

looking back at those entries ~365 days ago, realised how much can change in just one year. i'm in a different apartment, have a different 'status', have a different hairstyle, using a different table etc etc etc. 岁月不留人....

i've been getting comments on my taggie that my entries are funny. haha...strange that somehow i am writing about stuff that i am angry/upset about and they turn out to be funny. i guess that's the thing about me - tendency to spout some nonsense which turns out to be humourous without deliberately doing so...and when i am actually trying to be funny, the joke falls flat.

now i wonder how much longer i can keep blogging for. imagine 10 years later (11 May 2015), i might still be blogging and i'll probably look back at my past entries and laugh my head off. hehe, that'll be fun. but blogging for 10 years...sounds so long..i'll be 33 years old then!! OMG!!what if by then,i am still complaining about my singlehood?!?! *shrieks

argh...i have to stop looking into the future. it's too bleak and gloomy...better concentrate on the present (not that i have anything cheery and bright to look forward to now)...and probably should stop dwelling on the past as well.

《往事只能回味》

时光一逝永不回，往事只能回味。
忆童年是足马青梅，两小无猜，日夜相随。
春风又吹红了花蕊，你今年也添了新岁。
你就要远去，像时光难倒回。
我只有在梦里相依偎。

yeah, a really old song..and my daddy's fav song. although i am not sure if the lyrics are right.... i think i know how to sing this song since i was about 7 years old cos i keep hearing my father singing it. haha...16 years later then i realise how true the title of the song is...sighz...

ok ok, also put up one of my fav song by...u guessed it...JC *grin*

《暗号》

我想要的 想做的 你比谁都了
你想说的 想给的 我全都知道
未接来电 没留言 一定是你孤单的想念
任何人都猜不到 这是我们的暗号

他们猜 随便猜 不重要
连上彼此的讯号 才有个依靠
有太多人太多事 夹在我们之间咆哮
杂讯太多讯号弱 就连风吹都要干扰

可是你不想 一直走在黑暗地下道
想吹风 想自由 想要一起手牵手
去看海 绕世界流浪

我害怕你心碎没人帮你擦眼泪
别管那是非 只要我们感觉对
我害怕你心碎没人帮你擦眼泪
别离开身边 拥有你我的世界才能完美

你说你想逃开松手 爱太累 爱得不自由
因为我给不起最简单的承诺
你停止收讯号 我开始搜寻不到
到底有谁知道 是几点钟方向 你才会收到暗号