bumming bumming bumming...

thank you to ken and germ for the sushi. very yummy *rub tummy*

feeling less sleepy today compared to last night. probably had a very good night's sleep...cos JC entered my dreams again! *giggle* well, i am actually kinda worried if he keeps appearing in my dreams...cos it either means a) i am losing my sanity or b) i already lost my sanity. of course, i can always bluff myself into thinking it could be c) a look into the future. haha...or maybe it's like what germ says, d) i'd meet someone like him in the future.

sigh, germ's just being nice lah. how likely is it that there is a second JC in this world? ok ok, i am not asking for an exact replica. someone who can sing quite ok, can play 1 muscial instrument and treats me real nice. (well, if can look abit like him, e.g. have dimples *grin*, that'd be really good.haha...) even the three criteria above are hard to fulfill, yah? a girl like...me...even if i do meet a guy like that, he'll probably be friends with me cos he likes one of my friends...the usual way things happen.

went out for lunch with my 4th year physio gang today. as we were walking to the city, the topic of our chit-chat turned to cute doctors. and Joy said,"all the cute doctors are taken lah". precisely. so to all those people out there who have been telling me not to worry cos i'll get to meet cute doctors, they all probably already have a wedding band on their left ring finger. so all that's left are the old and nerdy ones...or young and pompous one...or just plain ugly ones.

hmm...i've become more and more open with my 'desperado' attitude on my blog lately. probably ruined whatever image of myself left...wuahahaha. ah well, most people who reads my blog knows how i really am like...those who don't,i probably don't know them anyway...so heck lah. let me be the Desperate on cyberspace...what happens in real life is another story altogether.

living in fantasies is not good. especially when the return to reality occurs too suddenly (like when my alarm clock went off this morning..). still, i like having sweet dreams. i wake up feeling warm and fuzzy and loved. albeit for a short period of my waking hours...better than nothing at all.

oh man,i am simply obsessed with JC. i've just fell madly in love with another of his songs. listening to it makes me wanna go to the Royal Melbourne Show again this year...only problem is, no one else seems interested to go with me....

《園遊會》
曲：周杰伦 词：方文山

琥珀色黃昏像糖在很美的遠方
你的臉沒有化妝我卻瘋狂愛上
思念跟影子在旁晚一起被拉長
我手中那張入場券陪我數羊

薄荷色草的芬芳像風沒有形狀
我卻能夠牢記你的氣質跟臉龐
冷空氣跟琉璃在清晨很有透明感
像我的喜歡被你看穿

攤位上一朵豔陽 我悄悄出現你身旁
你慌亂的模樣 我微笑安靜欣賞

我頂著大太陽 只想為你撐傘
你靠在我肩膀 深呼吸怕遺忘
因為撈魚的蠢遊戲我們開始交談
多希望話題不斷園遊會永不打烊

氣球在我手上 我牽著你瞎晃
有話想對你講 你眼睛卻裝忙
雞蛋糕跟你嘴角果醬我都想要嘗
園遊會影片在播放 這個世界約好一起逛

i love the lyrics of this song. so sweet...makes me wanna go to a funfair with a special someone...someone who would play the games and win giant soft-toys for me, someone to keep me warm when we are up high on the ferris wheel, someone to hold my hand while we find our way through the crowd.

awww...i am getting too mushy for my own good. there are some things that should remain locked up in my own imagination....