being alone can do weird things to your mind. like how i am having dinner alone just now (and watching everybody loves raymond) and all of a sudden, i feel a presence in the apartment. a familiar presence, someone who have come to this apt before. i got a tingling sensation down my spine, similar to the kind i get when i have a sense of deja vu. *bbbrrrrrrrrrr* looked up from my pork porridge and saw the empty and dark hallway. nobody... *bbbbbbbbbbbrrrrrrrrrrr*

went for a 4-hour exercise class practical thingie today. for an hour,we just sat and listened to this physio-fitness instructor tell us how to come up with an aerobics class. after that, it was almost 3 hours of aerobics and practising how to coordinate exercise to music. i think i've done more than 100 leg curls, side steps, grapevines,heel digs etc etc etc. although my legs feels wobbly now, the endorphins streaming through my head is making me very high. i actually feel quite relaxed and contented..

arrgh, my blog entries getting crappier. probably cos i am getting more stressed with the loads of assignments coming up. feel like watching a movie...kingdom of heaven looks quite good, and joy said hitchhiker's guide is nice too...hmm...movies anyone?

and i wanna go see the crown fire. haven't seen it yet this year. on a cold cold night, watching the huge balls of fire shoot into the darken sky, and feeling that swish of warm air descending down onto my body, like a giant blanket..or a big big hug, chasing away the harsh cold of loneliness, and the aching in my heart. *sighz* such a romantic thing to do with someone special....*sniffle*

《倒带》
曲：周杰伦 词：方文山

我受够了等待 你所谓的安排 说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及才知道我可爱 我想依赖而你却都不在

应该开心的地带 你给的全是空白
一个人假日发呆 找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外 却一直都进不来
你累积给的伤害 我是真的很难释怀

终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开 哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开

你总是要我乖 慢慢计划将来 我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎么交代 你该给的信赖 被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖

从我脸上的苍白 看到记忆慢下来
过去甜蜜在倒带 只是感觉已经不在
而我对你的期待 被你一次次摔坏
已经碎成太多块 要怎么拼凑跟重来