theory block makes me blog way too much.

i guess having too much time at school (and feeling too lazy to do anything else) inspires me to talk alot of crap.

i miss hanging out with 4th years. joy and lauren has made my apt the designated Lunch Time Hangout Place. with 2 hours for lunch, we just trot back to my apt, laze around on the air mattress and futon and listen to radio, seeking inspiration for our music selection for our exercise class. and i love lunchtime with them, makes me feel less old.....and more belonged.

just read sikeng's tag...this world is indeed very very small. i've realised that when i come over to melbourne..and then meet someone who would then tell me "oh, you know so-and-so! he/she is my cousin/primary school friend/OCS buddy/platoon-mate etc...." kinda freaks me out at times, esp when i never see it coming at all. but i guess it's nice to know that everyone is connected to each other some way or another.

time is catching up with me. i felt like i've aged alot. i'm serious. now when i look into the mirror, i can see my facial lines so much more clearly, and my skin is starting to sag. oh man, the process of aging has finally found its way onto my skin. no longer would i look younger than my 20+ years on planet Earth...*sob* and i am having trouble staying up late and waking up early. it feels so much scarier to turn 23 than to turn 22. i dunno why. maybe cos when i turn 23, i'd be all alone...and about to step into the working world.

too many possibilities......too many uncertaintities

yikes. practical time...1 hour of letting someone handle my neck and head. *yawn*

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