to the past and back...

met an old friend on MSN today, one of my fellow HC relief teachers. been ages since i've talked or seen him. and it's strange how much we have to talk to each other about.

and he helped me configure my comp so i can type 华语 on my MSN, and now am trying it on my blog. hopefully it would work *fingers crossed*

sometimes, we go through life in such a hurry. rushing from home to school, or home to work. dashing from day to night, and just keeping in mind those people whom we see or hear from day to day.

and then one day, this person whom you haven't been in touch with for so long starts talking to you again. for some, it would be a '好久不见' kind of feeling. for others, it can be a 'ahhh!!!how have you been?!?!' reaction. whatever the response is, i think most would feel that tinge of nostalgia.

like right now,i am living in the sweetest memories of my relief teaching days. i miss those times (well, apart from being called Ms Ni...) as much as i miss my HC days.

时光一去永不回,往事只能回味. now i realise how true...

i belong to the 'wish i can turn back time' group of people. always hoping for that ultimate scientific breakthrough where i can revisit my happiest moments. do i ever look forward to the future? yeah,i guess so. i look forward to graduating and returning to singapore. and i do look forward to happier times ahead.

but a pessimist like me can never see the light at the end of the tunnel. even if i do see it, i'll tell myself it's not going to last. so i turn on my overactive brain to retrieve the past. sometimes,i choose the right channel and i see myself laughing, having fun...other times, i flip to the wrong channel and all i see are tears and anger.

想回到过去...只可惜过去已成回忆.

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