one more day........

one more day of clinics before easter break.

woo hoo...

i woke up this morning, and my body felt lead-like...for one second, a thought fleeted through my hazy mind: call in sick...call in sick then u can sleep for another few more hours

but, as usual, my conscience (whatever that was left of it) kick into action and i dragged my almost-dead body out of bed. ooh, how i wish i can just catch 1 more hour of sleep!!! nowadays, i get up, zombie-ly wash up, eat breakfast and just crave for the moment when i can be on the train. the moment i sit down on the train seat, i lean my head back/drop my head forward and fall asleep.

as a result, my neck is aching like crazy. i feel like 2 metals rods have been implanted beside my cervical verterbrae. i need mobs...i need manipulation. been having this tight feeling in my head for the past few days. and my left knee is acting up again. ouchie! this clinic is killing me, one brain cell at a time..one joint at a time...one body part at a time.

one more day...多一天...when i arrive back from clinics tomorrow, i can just sit back and relax. and i am so going to sleep in on Good Friday. in fact, this Good Friday is going to be literally very GOOD for me.

never knew how important that 7 hours of sleep is, until i start getting only 5-6 hours. worse still, my nights had been fraught with tears and sadness...making deep sleep a thing of the past. haven't had a really restful sleep in ages. i go to bed, exhausted...then i can't get to sleep. toss and turn for ages before i drift off into a half-sleep-half-awake state. after what seems like only 5 seconds, i hear my alarm go off.

so, can't blame myself for behaving like a cranky old woman...though there is one good thing abt my lack of sleep. i've lost quite abit of "flesh". my arms feel smaller, my clothes are getting looser with each passing week. at this rate, i'd have to shop for an entirely new wardrobe soon.

though i am happy tomorrow's my last day at Northern, a niggling thought hovers right at the back of my head. tomorrow, i am going to get my final feedback. haven't been performing well for this clinic. not looking forward to getting my grades. would tomorrow be ruined by my incapability to be a musc physio? *heart palpitations*