i dunno

i dunno why i am unhappy,
i dunno why i'm sad
i dunno why people around me keeps saying i am lucky
and why i should be glad
i dunno what to think and i wish i can not know how to feel
for once in my life i wish i can not bother with so many others' lives

i dunno why things go wrong, and i dunno why some are right
i dunno how people can just break your heart and pretend that you're fine
i dunno what can make the tears stop...and i dunno who made me cry
i dun even know that i'm crying...can't remembered if i've cried

i dunno what to say to others, and try to make them understand
honestly,i dun know if understanding is what i really want
because i dunno what i want..and even if i do, i dunno how to get it

i dunno if knowing is for the best, cos someone once told me ignorance is bliss.
so maybe not knowing is more peaceful, than to know but not know what to do.

i dunno if i am making sense...most likely i'm not. but if you've taken time to read this far, i thank you for knowing that i need someone to know that i dunno things most of the time.