randomly clicked on my archives and found this entry

Don't take me for granted.
i need to know you care.
it's as easy as a phone call,
to let me know you're there.

Don't take me for granted,
i can't always be waiting.
one day i'd lose my patience,
and eventually walk away.

Don't take me for granted.
i won't be here forever.
one day i'd be gone,
and that day might be today.

Don't take me for granted,
don't let me wait in vain.
don't presume i'd always be here,
because i'd leave one day.

okay, so it doesn't rhyme...
but in a way, i was kinda surprised to read it..
considering that in oct 2004, i was supposed to head-over-heels in love..
or maybe...
i wasn't happy already at that time..
being taken for granted degrades any lovey feelings pretty fast...
so perhaps..
what happened in march 2005 wasn't that much of a 'shock'...
if i had read my past entries...
or perhaps, i'd have ended it earlier *shrug*

whatever...it's over anyway:D
but i still share the same sentiments in that 'poem'..

don't take anyone for granted..
don't take anything for granted...
because now you see it..
and now you don't...

live each second...savour it and know that you will never get it back ever again

~zen~