ok,

so i've crapped about how terrible my life is for the past...dunno how many entries

today

actually, it's tonight...

i shall talk abt something that borders on happy

went to my big boss's place for dinner/party/mingling/chill out session last night

and by some..ermm..miscommunication

i wasn't part of the secret santa game

or so i thought...

i came home with presents!

and while feeling very very happy

and surprised

and touched

i also feel horribly, extremely bad

because,

well, let's just say xmas isn't exactly the happier part of my life

and that ppl giving me presents make me feel....ashamed of myself

nonetheless, i really like the presents

and i am really very grateful to them for putting in the thought and effort..

thank you very very very much!

i really think that my friends are very unlucky to have a me as a friend

because

i do not like to buy presents.

i'd rather treat them to a meal.

and i am terrible at choosing presents...

always worried that what i choose is not something they like/want/use

and i do not know what good deeds i have done to have such wonderful ppl in my life

i am very thankful

very grateful

and really really, very very touched.

thank you Rae! thank you YQ! and thank you SY!