my laptop is finally out of its tiny "jail"
and back on my cluttered table *sayang laptop*
sometimes, i forget the convenience of having my own laptop in my room
until it has to move to another location and i'm stuck to using my bro's laptop
in the dining room
where my mum can walk past and nag me to stop using the comp and go to sleep....

welcome back, toshiba! *sayang sayang*

right now, the pitter-patter of rain and jay's soothing voice is lulling me into a false sense of peace...
the calm before the storm...
i'm soaking in all the peace and quiet i can...
finally, the mess of YEP is over...
in a way, i'm happy...
in a way, i'm sad
most of all, i'm just very very drained...
and deep inside, emptiness is starting to gnaw on my raw nerves..

no more practising after work, no more laughing...
no 'okie' and no more “可以吗？”
nothing to look forward to...
just KAAs and CPE...

i already miss dancing....
sigh...
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right here, i wanna thank the girls who had taken part in the dance.
because without all of u, i wouldn't have fulfilled this dream of mine.
perhaps they dun even know..
that this dance...is actually a dream come true for me.
a dream i had since my first chinese dance lesson at the teeny CC in blk 113.
the first time i learnt to coordinate movements to music...
a little part of me started to wish for the day when i can come up with a dance to a music i like
and it wasn't until 7 dec 2007
that this little dream of mine finally came true..
to the others, perhaps it was an experience, a try-try-lah experience...
but for me, it was watching alot of harwork finally come into place...
and watching my dream come true...

so thank you very much to all of u
it meant alot to me..
and i hope this dance is part of your happy memories too ;D