super short entry..
inspired by my bowl of hot instant noodles
(never knew choreography is so energy-sapping)

re-read my recent entries..
and it dawned upon me the reason why ppl keep asking if i am alright...
SY said my blog is 'dark'
and asked me if i choose to live in the 'dark'

i wish to clarify that my world is stil bright,
so please dun worry.
perhaps it's not sunshiningbirdschirping bright..
but hey, i happen to like overcast skies, not so hot..
besides, too much sunlight gives me a headache :p

so, i've not gone over to the 'dark' side...
as i've explained to SY, i will explain it here...
i have no problem sharing my joys face-to-face...
in fact, my kind of joy (read 'high') is very in-your-face...
one look and u know 'Gretel is happy'.
but sad things, angry things, fustrated things..blah blah blah..
not so good at that...
so i've chosen my blog to vent it out..

which is why, 9/10 entries are abt me 'not hoping', 'not happy', 'angry', 'fustrated' blah blah blah
because....
i can't seem to say it out..
so i type it out...

nonetheless,
must thank those who have showered me with concern :)
really appreciate it..
but as i said in my mandarin entry..ermm..few days ago
“没有，真的真的没有，我没有事。” ^_^