it's the last day of my year...
my year = year of the dog...
i'm 2.5 hours away from turning 26 on the lunar calender...

AHHHHH!!
26!!!

omg...

oh well...everyone grows old...
so, it's no big deal...
i guess...

today's work was...
Madness.
everytime i come out from a cubicle after seeing one patient
the nurse tells me another new referral...
after 4 hours and 8 patients later..
i had 5 more to go..
and it's CNY eve!
i was in a bad bad mood..
like seriously BAD mood
face all black...
the end of my year isn't going the way i want it to..
and i am not happy

but...
i manage to get home by 5pm..
many thanks to soakyee and rachel for helping me to clear my load..
and also to all the nurses who had to put up with my black face
even though none of them would read this blog...
i just have to say thank you..

and i also want to say sorry to my mum for snapping at her yesterday...
i made amends by ironing her new clothes just now...
but i still feel bad...
sometimes...
i get so much crap at work..that i just lose control and snap at people at home..
i'm such a lousy person..
no wonder my parents like my brother better..
can't blame them..he is a much nicer person than i am...

and no wonder i am still single...
this might be my retribution...
for snapping at people in my younger days...
punishment is to ensure i am single so that i have no one to snap at when i am old and alone..

but..i have plans..
i'll make sure i book a place in a nice nursing home...
and i have to make sure i become happily demented, remains mobile till the day i die..
so that i dun end up contracted and bed bound with pressure sores that goes to my bone *ouch*

at least...i have some sort of a plan...

i'm sleepy..
and i have 2h and 15 mins to go to 12MN
守岁啊。
plans for mahjong to keep all 4 of us awake is down the drain..
cos...
sigh..better not talk abt it..
the major factor which ruined my mood the most in the past one week...

anyway...
it's tv time...

“猪”大家∶
新年快乐，身体健康，财运连连，”猪”事顺心！

bye bye doggie...
hello piggie!