ouchie...
DOMS....
and maybe cos i was on course for 3 days..
work today was OMG hectic!!!!!

sigh...

and somehow, i found myself at the verge of tears in the ward...
for no apparent reasons..
just felt very...委屈...
also dunno why...
maybe it's cos i was shouted at, screamed at, almost-spat at, grabbed by, nearly-kicked by my patients..
it was chaos..
and i am not good at handling chaos..
so very near the brink of just hiding in the staff toilet and bawl my eyes out..
at least afternoon was better...
at least have the time and space to breathe....

india trip in 3 days time...
THREE!!
omg..
and no packing has been done..

but right now..
*YAWN*
my bed is calling out to me...
and my hamstrings are so achy, i can't even walk properly..
i look like a cross between a cerebral palsy kid and a waddling duck..
in other words..
i look stupid..

must be my hormones...
otherwise...
must be the stress...

dunno lah..
for the first time in the new year...
i look around me for a shoulder to lean on..

and in the end..
have to settle for my bolster....

for the first time in the new year....
i want nobody!!

:(