i feel like ranting...
cos it's 10.38pm..
and my hair is wet..
but i am sleepy...
and grumpy...
and i have to vent it out before i go to sleep...
if not i'll toss and turn and be grumpier tmr..

what's there to rant?
the usual..
work..
work...
work...
work...
ARGH!!

okie, i know i am not supposed to whine as much..
new year resolution...
just this once before i head off to india on sun

i can rant for days about how sucky it is to be working...
in the singapore healthcare system..
being treated like some ambulating machine who can work non-stop..
but...
that's unfair to the singapore healthcare system..
and unfair to the nurses who are nice to me..
and unfair to my colleagues who had been there for me...
because it's no one's fault that the workload can go from 'who needs help?' to 'I NEED HELP!!' in a span of like 2 days...
no one's..
maybe someone up THERE...
but well, he/she can do whatever she wants, so i can't rant about that..
if not he/she might just cut short my life by dumping more patients on me..

okie..
so i am grumpy partly cos of workload..

the other part?

i dun have a bf, so it's not love life..
therefore, what's left is family..
yes...
family issues driving me up the wall...
i am so glad to be away for one week..
i think i staying at home is going to cut my lifespan...

rant rant rant..
even all the ranting doesn't relieve the headache i have since lunch..
panadol din work..
stretching my neck din work..
ranting din work...
*growl*

well..there is some news at the dept..
a new physio joined us..
a new SINGLE GOOD-LOOKING GUY physio...
who is, unfortunately, 21 years old...
BAH!!!!
-_-
he is fun to work with though...
at least the yin-yang balance is slightly improved now..
and at least, got an eye-candy... *smirk*
okie..that was kinda mean..

speaking of mean..
i think ppl are mean when they just ignore ur email..
and then claim that they nv received it...or they missed it..
:(
i dun like it when i find myself checking my hotmail 3x/day just to see if i got a reply..
logically, i tell myself 'no need to check lah, if it's there, it's there. check tmr'
but somehow..
i just end up checking....and again..and again..
:'"(
it's like a pointless waiting game..
why can't people just reply?
if u dun wanna reply, then dun say something which make the other party think that you actually want to reply, but just that u din get the email
-_-
i am not happy!

from now onwards...
i am only gonna check my hotmail once a day.....

yeah right..
as if i can...
i'm pathetic!

i thought of my usual ending to such a whiney entry..
but tonight..
i want to make myself feel wanted...

nobody miss me..
he must be thinking where am i..
and why i am not hugging him to sleep...

sigh...

self-consolation doesn't work...

it's time for sleep..
and hopefully..
when i wake up in the morning..
headache will be gone..
grumpiness will be gone..

and that sinking feeling in my stomach will be gone when i see no new mail in my inbox