sunday...
long week ahead...
2nd on call on friday...
working on sat...
no mummy to cook dinner...
gotta take care of mummy's fishes and plants...
ssssiiiigggghhhh...

wallowing in self pity is addictive...
and i am hopelessly addicted to the sighing and whinging...
somehow, it just seems easier to go 'sigh' then 'haha'
hmmm...
been indulging in self-sayanging activities...
which include spending quite a sum of money on myself...
and end up regretting it...
argh...

*yawn* feeling sleepy after lunch...
which was my fav mac&cheese ala gretel...
something which i invented when i was in melbourne...
and i am probably the only person in the world who likes it...
oh well, will be cooking for myself for this week...
so i'll get to cook all the food i like to eat for myself *grin*

salsa tmr night!
looking forward to monday nights now...
makes monday that little bit easier to endure...
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part of me wondering if i should shut down this blog...
this blog is kinda getting...boring
i guess i can change the template...
or maybe, just start a completely new blog...
to signify a new start?

i dunno...kinda in the part of life when things are just not the way i hope for them to be...
yet also clueless abt how to get my life back on track...
now kinda just shuffling along and trying to find my way around...
and this blog...seems to be kinda holding me locked to my past...
but deleting it...will be such a waste, isn't it?
once again..i'm confused...
so many pieces of advice...
but i just dunno where to put them in my life..
abit like these advice are pieces of another puzzle...
and no matter how much i try and fit them into my own jumbled life...
it just doesn't click in place...
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craving for ice cream...again