monday blues...
i usually dun get them...
at least, i dun get the 'blues'...
what i usually get is more like monday sian-ity
the 'sian ah!!!!' feeling u get when ur precious sleep gets interrupted by the alarm clock

but today...
today was just blue..blue...blue...
nope, nothing happened..
at least, nothing extraordinary happened..
the usual monday rush to get workplans filled in...
the usual monday pages to see new patients...
the usual percussion+vibrations+ambulation with patients...
the usual coaxing patients to get out of bed...
so, nothing special happened that made me upset...
the blue feeling just came...and stuck with me till now...
a sinking feeling within...
like seeing my mood dip lower and lower..
until i thought it hit rock bottom...
then as i sat on the mrt and reading my chinese book...
the mood sank lower and lower...
i guess it's just a bottomless pit...

well..something did cheer me up...
50cent Mac's vanilla cone!
inspired by M's remark that gelati can help elevate the mood...
i head down to mac's and got myself a sinful vanilla cone
(thus negating the amt of exercise i did over the weekend)
and as i consumed the cool, white, creamy cone while i walk home...
i felt my mood being buoyed significantly...
and a funny sms from M managed to knock me out of my blue blue mood..
well, at least for an hour or so...
after dinner, as i sat down in front of my comp...
and staring at the list of online friends on MSN,
the mood decided to head for a dip again...
and thus, my 'inspiration' to blog...

suddenly wish for a shoulder to lean on...
and no need to speak or explain..
just for that sense of support...
just to let me know that when things go wrong
there is still someone there...
and...a hug will be nice...
longing...missing for that invisible someone...
for now...i seek comfort in my bolster...
and wait for the clouds to float away
so the sun can shine once again...