it hit me about one hour ago...
i only have less than one month left in melbourne.
and i said it really matter-of-fact-ly as i was chatting..

"blah blah blah..and i only have like a month left...eh, wait..less than a month left here..."

and as i said it, i waited for the excitement to come...
that long-awaited feeling of FINALLY to hit me...
but it never came...
no excitement...
just alot of iwannameetupwithpeopleinsgbutnotenoughtime feeling...
somehow i think i've given myself too little time to catch my breath this hols..
everyday of my hols so far have been spent either having a meal with friends...
or window-shopping for that mini skirt i've been trying to find...
or trying to find a pair of shoes that would fit my deformed feet...
and then,
next friday off to brisbane...gold coast...sydney...
back to melb for 8 days of road trips around victoria...
graduation..
more travelling with family...
back to sg..
interview...
sakaesushikboxJAY
get backpack from yp
try out winter coat + suntan at wing's place
off to europe for 19days...
back to sg...
start work...

*kaoz* i am getting stressed from all the packed-up days ahead...
hmm...though i must say this is kinda a good kind of stress...
a bad kind of stress is the stupid assignment of lease...
which is taking too long to settle..
and gin is flying off on saturday..
meaning i have to settle it by myself...which i can't cos i need her signature..
jialat lah...
how!?!?
argh..i dun like feeling so disorganised...
sigh...
why can't things just be a teensy weensy bit more organised..
so that my hols can be just filled with good stress??

*yawn* right...need to sleep..
then tomorrow is another day of meetforlunchgoshopping
looking forward to harry potter book 6 on sat!!
looking forward to sleepover at joy's next week!!
and looking forward to finally boarding that plane to brisbane!!
been too long since i've been on a plane...

i miss yivern...i miss wing...*sob*
and ruby wld be gone this sat!!
sigh...i dun like departures...and i dun like separation...
but...it's part of life...
and i guess...
separation makes the time together seem that much more precious...