apparently germ and ruby have been reading my blog from Geelong hospital computors...(thank you girls *hugz)...and germ says the comp doesn't support chinese writing. so i've been cracking my head to write stuff in english for them...guess it's just easier for me to express myself in chinese. english has never been a strong language of mine *bleah

anyway, last friday, i met up with joy and lauren for lunch. went to wing long (hee...wing ki and wei long = wing long? okay okay...it's lame..i know...) and joy and i shared hokkien mee, served in a restaurant opened by canto-speaking people..how strange..haha. the mee was okay lah...abit too salty for me though. then went to dessert house and had taro in sago soup (or was it sago in taro soup...?) and that was yummilicious. taste kinda like burburcharchar without the sweet potatoes. wooo...i miss singapore desserts...sitting in a hawker centre with a bowl of icy cold cheng teng, listening to the noises and conversations in various languages and dialects.

*home sick home sick home sick home sick*

okay, back to last friday...after dessert, we went to sit at one of the tables in QV's foodcourt and we started whingeing (actually we whinged during lunch..so it's more like continue to whinge) about clinics..and talking about graduation. then somehow, lauren noticed something different about joy's hair...who attempted to do blond highlights in her hair at home...and the topic went on to talk about highlighting hair. and i said,"maybe i should highlight my hair for graduation...bronze highlights sound good yeah?"

this statement was met with furvious agreement from joy and lauren. and then it went on to about getting our (lauren and me) ears pierced at the top bit of the ear. i am actually contemplating about it...it would be like the ONE rebellious thing i'd ever done in my 23 years on planet earth. and then lauren and joy hypothesised that

"if you are rebellious once in your youth, then you won't get mid life crisis when you are old. so you wouldn't end up getting multiple piercings"

makes sense? anyway..i told this hypothesis to germ..and she said,"why not be rebellious all the time? then confirm won't get mid-life crisis" haha...germ is taking the win-win way to avoid mid-life crisis...

as for me..somehow i just dun rebel...and i feel uncomfortable with being rebellious. well, i guess everyone has that rebellious streak in them. i have my moments of rebellion...though compared to many other people, these moments are so 'vanilla', they are not considered as rebellion at all. *diong* hmm...and maybe cos i've always been so mild and obedient, my 'mid-life' crisis sets in when i am only turning 23?!?!?! *gasp*

i've been bingeing so much lately...i also duno wat's wrong with me. like my stomach is filled with food..and yet my mouth just keeps munching and munching. is this a form of 'mid-life' crisis?!?!

okay...so in order to get over my 'mid-life' crisis now...and to avoid more crises, i should get my ear pierced and hair highlighted...??

i dun mind the ear piercing...cos if i dun like it, i can just let it close up...though i must say the pain of piercing is a huge deterrant for me...as for highlighting my hair...hmmm....i am quite reluctant to dye my hair cos my hair has NEVER been dyed before (a.k.a. virgin hair). part of me want to keep my virgin hair...the other part wanna see how i would look with highlights. *sigh*

crap. i should be thinking about problem list for my patients..not trying to decided whether to change my hair colour or create more holes on my ear.
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jf going to daylesford...edwin arriving tomorrow...
and me?
well...i am just stuck here for at least the next 4.5 months.

miss mummy..miss daddy...
and missing someone else
who hopefully would appear in my dreams