*cough cough cough* *gasp* *cough cough cough* *furball* *cough cough*

oh man *a...hem hem hem hem* my throat feels like there are bugs crawling on it, tickling and irritating. and i kee coughing and clearing my throat. *ahem* argh...

longing for a big glass of lemon-honey drink. ooooh...if only someone would make that for me. *cough cough cough* felt so sick earlier, cooked myself a big bowl of cabbage and carrot soup. felt better after drinking it, but now, the coughing is as bad as before *cough cough*

*groan* wish i have a nice strong shoulder to lean on...a special someone who would hold me while my body is shaking with the endless coughing. he who will pat me gently on my back and stroke my hair, who will fetch me water and hold me in his arms.

argh...my mind is overactive once again. craving for something i can't have, someone i can't find. desperado mode is back...stronger than ever. sigh.