wat's so special about tonight that makes me wanna blog blog blog?
hmm,actually...nothing.the third years have just finished their exams, so they are all in the WOO HOO LET'S PARTY mood.
whereas poor old Miss Ni is stuck with case prez and the looming loneliness of the coming week.loneliness...ahh..that familiar got-kick-in-the-stomach-gastro-oesophageal reflux sensation is back.
i wonder which is worse: to whinge about being alone...or to whinge about not getting dates? hmmm....anyhow, the thing that keeps me going for now is lunch at Boxhill on monday! yesh yesh yesh, my fav baked rice at New Age Cafe!! *drool drool drool
right now, at this very moment, i am hiding in my room, trying to drown myself in songs semi-blasting from my lousy speakers. in the living room, germ and ken are in their own little world in the living room, which i have no intention of barging into. so basically, i am "trapped" in my room unless i steel myself for the lovey-dovey
atmosphere in the living room.i dunno how others handle it. i mean, i guess i am still quite new to being single and thus unable to handle such situations. now i really understand why people tend to rebound into relationships after they break up. it's hard to live with that big gaping hole in your life, isn't it? especially when at gatherings and couples just seem to pop up left right and center. yeowch! it's like rubbing salt into a wound...
i think germ is fustrated with all the talk of being light bulbs and lamp posts. sorry germ, but the fact is still that while u and ken dun mind, the light-bulb-to-be may mind. i mean, how much more awkward can it get? it's like...wrong...obselete...extra...
sigh sigh sigh. see, blogging is bringing out the very bad side of Gretel. all the whining and sighing...arghz!! i want to graduate and head back to singapore.
i want my mummy...and my bolster.
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