i think i just hit the point whereby my body is going to stop functioning very soon. i dun get enough sleep, i dun drink enough water...sometimes i dun get enough food.
i am dying. i can almost feel each of my brain cells being beaten to death one by one. endless smashing by the information overload over the weekend. stress fracture, bone scan, strain cycles, osteoporosis........
AHHHHHH!!!
now i long for a nice and long hot bubble bath, followed by a full body massage. oh man, i need a spa retreat. any kind souls out there willing to sponsor me?
i dunno why i am in so much pain,inside and outside. well, on the outside, at least i know it's biological and also due to badminton on friday. the pain on the inside...though i know why it's there, i dunno why it is still so bad. although it did get better over the weekend, i wonder how long it would take before i can look at the setting sun and dun feel like crying. how long would it take to mend a broken heart? how long does it take for the scar to heal completely?
too long...way too long
suddenly longing for my queen size bed in singapore. for my comfy bolster. 9 more months before i can bask myself in the blazing sun. sighz. time seems to be dragging...it seems to be slow..
then how come when i do my case prez, there's just not enough time for me?!!?
easter break easter break...come quickly!!!
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