the moment i finished reading the sms,my heart jumped out of my mouth,landed on the floor and hopped its way back to college square.
i freaked out.absolutely freaked out.so i ran to the nearest public phone in the hospital and called him...but his phone was off!!! so i had no choice but to take the bus back to CS, all the while my mind is processing all the possible bad things that can happen which he would label as urgent.
got back to college square,but my heart refuse to return into my chest.so i numbly went through showering and cooking dinner. all the while,my heart was pumping harder than when i ran on the treadmill or during bodystep.
then i realised the only thing i can do is to leave him an sms.fortunately,he called almost instantly i sent the sms. and thankfully,his urgent matter was to confirm my dates of departure and arrival for my flight next year. PHEW!
my heart finally hopped back into my chest.and i seriously dunno whether to be relieved or angry or whatever. what i know is,i love him that much to freak out over a simple sms.*blush blush*
and it's not the first time i freak out.there were times when i call him like millions of times and he doesn't pick up..and i'll be wondering what is happening. or times when i leave him messages and he doesn't reply, and i just get all nervous and worried.
yeah,i am probably too much of a drama-queen. but he is so important to me,just the thought of something bad may had happen is enough to send adrenaline rushing through my blood and raise my heart rate to almost lethal levels.
so i guess that's love. when someone means so much that every little thing about that person creates gigantic ripples in your life.
and although the 2+ hours were hard to get by today,i am grinning like an idiot to myself now after knowing that he is fine and well.
han wei,i miss you and as the S.H.E. songs goes,
"love you, love you, yes i love you, ni ting jian le ma.
zhe shi wo di yi qian bian, di yi wan bian xin li de hui da."
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