listening to Guy Sebastian singing to me from my laptop. One of my fav songs by him, called "all i need is you". it's a happy song...a song to tell someone else how much he/she means to you.
All I need is you in my life forever
All I need is you everyday by my side
Germaine din stay over last night...and i felt lost and lonely this morning while i was eating my breakfast. dinner time was just as bad. only thing to look forward to is Germaine's coming tomorrow...
Start of 2nd week of cardio placement. I prefer cardio to neuro...even though i find neuro theory more interesting than cardio stuff.But being in a ward and with my OWN patients...without the constant supervision from my supervisor,it's so much more freedom and i feel more independant. so far,so good.
been reading a book by Jill Mansell. in the book,one of the female "lead" is very much like me. low self esteem, low self confidence, doesn't think she is pretty and stuff like that...then in the end, the gorgeous guy "lead" falls in love with her instead of her prettier,slimmer sister. guess that's what life is all about..finding that someone who can really appreciate you for who you are...who looks at you and see the pretty girl/handsome guy inside. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder...yesh,i definitely believe in that.
and i thank my lucky stars i have Han Wei..who saw through thick nerdy glasses,my flabby thighs and layered tummy and appreciate the good points i have (though i really can't think of anything good abt myself...)
today is a day of jumbled up thoughts and feelings.i feel happy outwardly,but lonely and isolated within. i thought about all kinds of stuff...i'm abit confused...and abit lost in my own train of thoughts.
but,today is going to be over soon.and what better way to wind up the day than to listen to my fav songs on my laptop and try and answer the tute questions for tomorrow?
yeah right.heck the tute questions.just my fav songs would do. :P
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