juz got back from the gym.ran 2km on the treadmill and now i feel like my whole body is screaming in agony. that's how lousy my fitness is. sighz. still got to do my sets of crunches,all in preparation to squeeze into esther's beautiful black dress for this thursday's physio ball. had three bad stitches in my abs when i was running,now i can barely stand up straight. part of me is really suspicious whether they are reallys stitches or something more "sinister"...dun think stitches are painful enough to prevent a person from standing up straight. but anyway,the bottomline is:it hurts!!!
mood still pretty low these few days. my partner at clinic (Clara) was in a bad mood for the past two days as well. guess there might be a "lousy mood virus" going around,especially with exams coming and stress levels going up,most people's moods get somewhat cranky. although i have no more theory exams, being at clinics is like having prac exam everyday while i am with my patient. my supervisor just feedback to me that i am not very safe with my patients..and patient safety is the top priority.hopefully he won't fail me for that. i am not being paranoid. people do fail due to lack of patient safety. i am keeping all my fingers and toes crossed that it would not happen to me.
anyway,as the title of this entry suggest, my gym workout is not helping me lose weight at all..which is why it's gonna be my lifelong ambition because at the rate i am losing weight (if i am losing any at all), i would probably lose abt 1 kg by the time i die or something. sadness is an understatement. what a blow to my ego. and hopefully i won't burst esther's dress this thursday.oh well, better get back to doing my crunches.
tata!
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