Motherhood is a process whereby you forget who you are and focus on who you want to be: a role model for your children.

At least there are days when I feel like all I've been trying to do is to do things right, so that xxm will learn the right things...

My mum thinks that going back to work teaches the right values to xxm..I agree to a certain extent...and I do agree that the time away from xxm does me good. At the very least, each min with him now is more precious...

Then there are those times when it just feels wrong to be not around him...I worry, but I don't show it so that I don't make other people anxious...

It's such a fine line...
And how am I supposed to teach him right and wrong when I'm not so sure myself?

I dunno...
But I guess no one really knows...
My right is another's wrong...
So, all I can do is to follow my instincts, mix in some common sense and hope for the best...