Recently alot of people are asking me "so, when are you getting married?"
OK, so I am at fault cos I've been talking about HDB flats...
Why would an unmarried individual talk about HDB flat?
1) Reach age 35, can buy flat liaoz
2) Going to get married
3) Already married and looking for place

Since I am not in 1 or 3, I must be option 2.

Not.

OK, I have been giving people the wrong idea...apologies for the miscommunication.
And silly me has even blurted out which month I hope to get married in (to some of the closer friends)
Tonight, in hindsight, perhaps I have been planning too much on my own.
Not as if I can get married to me, myself and I...though I really wish I can....
What exactly is happening on the other end?
The end that gets onto one knee, presents a ring and a bouquet of flowers and say the magical words?
The end that should be stressing and fussing over HLEs, BTOs, SOBF etc?

Right, certain responsibilities have to be shared...
So...apparently I am the one with more time to look at the HDB website every other day...
(Apparently I live in a parallel dimension where I get more hours per day)
While I'm at it, why not I log-on to an online jeweller and purchase my own ring?
Oh wait, actually, since I am online, might as well go to the online florist and order my own bouquet of flowers?
Then have these 2 items delivered to my place, imagine that Jay Chou is on one knee and saying the magical words and happily say 'I DO!!!'

A panda reading this post is going to be huffy and unhappy.

Well, too bad.
Cos the owner of this blog is a very fed-up gal.

Sick and tired of having to nag nag nag...remind remind remind...check check check...stress stress stress
A nicer gal will probably be ok to help out with these chores...
So, I am NOT a nice gal. Told you so. (ps: not too late for you to back out of it)

People who know me well will know that I hate to lead.
I am a follower/do-er...you give me a task, I'll get it done. If it's not done, believe me, I will have a good reason for it.
Hence, if I give you a task, you jolly well get it done or be prepared with a very good reason why you did not do so.

Perhaps, it's really all about perception.
I perceive these as important, hence I'll get it done.
So...are these not important for the other end to take note of?
Or is everything 'in the pipeline'?

Well, FYI...I can't be waiting aimlessly for your plans to come out of the pipeline.

So, show me some results.
Quit planning and start doing something...
Before I quit waiting and all your plans will be wasted...

Or not...you can save your plans for the next girl who is willing to be the proactive one...

~annoyed++++~

On a totally different note...

Recently shared with a colleague that the one thing I missed about main side is the social support...
The after-work-'let's go for tea/ice cream'-thingie which is missing in my life...
And all of a sudden, I wanted to bawl my eyes out...

Maybe because I am in the in-between stage...
Too old to hang out with the young ones..
Too young to understand the mature ones
No family commitments (yet) and nowhere to go after work...

Or maybe, it just stem from the fact that I am not exactly the sociable type...

Whatever the reason, mood has been low...
Not the 'life is meaningless and I am so lousy' kind of low...
Just the general 'got noone to talk to' kind of low...

Summoning all my positive energy and trying to apply some positive thinking into my life

Just for this week...let me dwell into my negative thoughts and sulk
Because when next week rolls around, I will no longer enjoy the kind of attention I've received this week
Next week, I have to bounce back up and be the smiley face to cheer up others...

~emo+++~