"it's the final blow. it either makes u become a better person or u remain the same.
if u remain the same, then i lose nothing.
if u become a better person, then good for u"

"but if i become a better person, u may not be the one who benefits"

"it's ok, at least i've made u into a better person"

~sometimes, we hurt the one we love most, because we want them to become a better person~

i'm glad that he has become a better person..
that he has grown..
that he discovered he is so much more than what he thought he was..

although with a tinge of envy, i wish them all the best...

perhaps i am no longer part of his growth..
just a speck of distant memory...
and perhaps, i am being presumptous...

and perhaps, i am just trying to make myself feel better...
*shrug*

it doesn't matter...

i experienced the pain of letting go...but it was worth it...
seeing the smiles...
even though it hurt, knowing that he is happy, i am glad.

~keep smiling, ok?~