it's sunday..
i'm sitting here with a cold compress on my head..
and aching all over...
and sprouting lumps on the right side of my neck..

and did i mention that i sprouted a neck lump after the ophir climb?

-_-

not happy i tell u..

MJ thinks it's the water i drank...cos not enough puritab..
the doc diagnosed it as 'cervical lymphodermatitis'..
my mum flipped through her 'medical' book and came up with the following possibilities..

1) Cancer of the lymph nodes
2) TB
3) cancer somewhere else with mets to my lymph nodes.....

everyone else thinks it's an infection...

what do i think?

i dunno..
just want the lumps to go away..
and all the aches to be gone..
and the fever to just disappear..
and then maybe life can be back to almost normal again...

sometimes, i really have to remind myself to be careful with what i wish for...
perhaps i wanted to fall sick..
but not this kind of weird-sprouting-lumps-febrile-achy sick...

not too sure if the doc is gonna gimme a good explanation for the progression of the lumps..

crap...
sucky weekend..

and a sucky week ahead...

~lumpy gretel is unhappy~