it's kinda depressing...
when one's life is just filled with moments of trying not be stressed...
and trying not to be tired....
moments of looking forward to the end of each day...
and dreading the start of everyday...

weekends become shorter and shorter...
weekdays become longer and longer...
endurance is pushed to its limits..
like how i tell my colleagues...
i'm hanging in there...by sheer determination

yet, i'm really running out of determination..
can feel the itch in the throat..
the stuffiness in the nose...
the giddiness in the head..
and that general malaise which makes me crawls onto my bed and knocks out immediately..

just wanna keep my eyes closed...
and let the world fade away...
just me, my bed and my bolster
(well, bolster not the best option..but the other option is not available...)

self declared long weekend ahead...
rest rest tmr...
then OPHIR! here i come again!
sweat and huff and puff on sat...
ache and rest on sun...

and then, hopefully the mountain air can recharge some determination into me..
back to work on mon....

~fatigued, lethargic~