i'm blogging almost everyday...
too much going on in life?

nope

too little going on in life?

narh

so what exactly is going on in my life?

too much of something, too little of others

too many thoughts, too many patients
too much pain, too much anger
too little time, too little sleep
too little food, too little peace

the list can go on and on and on...
but strangely, i'm not in the mood to rant or vent...

just feeling bored...and HOT! what is wrong with the weather!?

and the lack of appetite is seriously affecting my concentration and energy levels
i can barely keep my eyes open for more than 15 mins. need to close my eyes and rest for a min or two every now and then..
yet, i have yet to seen any weight loss...
maybe too fast bah, since i lost my appetite only about 2-3 days ago...

mum think i have heat stroke from all the time spent under the sun...
been drinking so much water cos it's the only thing that doesn't make me wanna throw up
i've been reduced to the state of playing with my food during meals
usually i'll finish my meal in 15 mins
now i take about 45 mins..

if it's really heat stroke, i hope i'll recover soon...
because the inability to enjoy food is totally disabling me...
like i've lost my identity!
*sob sob*

2 more days....
hanging on....

1st thing i'm gonna do for my upcoming vacation?
Haircut!
snip off this frizzy and uncontrollable mane
and hopefully get a normal looking hairstyle.

2nd thing i'm gonna do?
hmmmmm....probably pack my room...

3rd thing i'm gonna do?
hhhhhhmmmmmmmm....

stop planning and just do what i want to do

argh...dinner is not sitting well in my stomach...
i think i've been downgraded to eating soft-moist diet

life without craving for food is meaningless to me...

~LOA~