"thursday"
somehow, "thursday" sounds so comforting this week.
can't wait for the weekend..
and i really CANNOT wait..
so so tired...
i never had such dark eye rings..
or saggy eye bags before..
well, maybe except when i was in melbourne and couldn't sleep cos i was crying too hard...
wasted tears..sigh

looking forward to the taiwan trip...
actually, just looking forward to be away from home...
even if it's just for a week...
want to go out, see new things and maybe, calm my over-strained mind.
soak in a hot spring...or just mindless trekking...
anything, to get my mind off things that i really dun wanna be thinking about..
things that i shouldn't even have thought about to begin with...

最近一直胡思乱想，想一大堆不该想的。
明知道是白费力气，思绪却还是不断的涌起。
浪费了多少精神，陷在一种无法自拔的幻境。
没有可能的，却就是不能不想 。

天时，地利，人和 是多么难能可贵。
不对的人，不对的时间，不对的地方，
造成了多少颗破碎的心，
浪费了多少青春。

为何人总忘记身边最亲的人，而渴望那遥远的背影？
为何不欣赏路边的风景，而执著于终点？
为何对最贴心的举动莫不在乎，而沉溺于冷漠的态度？

为何我不开心的时候，只想到某人的笑脸？
为何我开心的时候，就想快快跟某人分享？

为何某人的小小关怀，我却已经深深感动？
为何某人的不闻不问，仿佛是冬天的降临？

为何我还再乱写乱想？

离开吧。
那也许是逃避，
也可能是让我遗忘的唯一办法。