supposed to be blogging abt HK,
but too many pics, too slow comp...
so...that'll have to wait

in the meantime,
pics of my nephew Raidon
whom i've last seen in Jan'07 at his 1 month celebration
but the last pics i have of him was when he was 2 weeks old...



and now,
at 8.5 months old


'who's this weird lady taking pic of me?'


mesmerised by the ceiling fan


'look! look!i can stand!'


'but i dun think i can walk...yet'

Raidon is tall for his age.
if he continues to grow like this,
i think can easily reach 180cm.
oh well, good genes from my cousin and cousin-in-law

today is MAF at HCJC (or now known as HCI)
still in a dilemna whether to go...or not to go...
it's been years since i last went back for MAF...
the place holds the happiest days...
and the most painful memories...

to once again step through its doors..
would i be greeted by my happy times...
or haunted by my shedded tears?

i guess...there's only 1 way to find out...
the problem is...
do i really wanna know?
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2226h
in a moment of pure determination,
i put on my running shoes at 1830h to go jogging...
thinking that after running, shower then go to HC

all was fine..except for that usual stitch i get when i run...
stretched and started my 2 min walk home from the fitness corner...
then it happened...
cramp...not in my legs...
but in my back muscles...
not excruciating pain...
just enough to make me wanna curl up and not move...

and now, MAF is over
and i am hunched in front of the comp
(probably not good for my back, but i needed facebook to cheer me up)
wondering what i missed out at MAF
ssssiiiggghhhh...

back is still sore...
but i guess it's just overuse of my muscles...
luckily it wasn't a serious back injury *phew*
argh...
whoever was the person who said exercise can help alleviate muscle ache
dun let me bump into him/her

exercise caused me cramps, in the muscles that were ALREADY aching...
now i am nursing more pain, more cramps and the weekend is nearly over

i am at the point of bursting into tears...

life...can be so simple
why...why is it so complex now?!!? *sniffle*