i logged in to blog..
and my 'create entry' page looks....weird...just plain weird!
hopefully still can blog...
*scratch head*

anyway..
i've been to melb and back..
and somehow..even though i really wanna talk about why i went to melb..
i feel like i dun have the right to do it..
not until the involved person actually blog about it first...
so i won't talk about why i went to melb..
what i'll say is..
it feels great to be back there with wing and alicia..
girlie talks..
and just basically stress free and work free
woo hoo!

now it's back to reality..
and actually, reality isn't that bad at the moment..
although...
at least, at the moment it's fairly good...

got so many pics...and a video too!
but as i said earlier...i probably should wait a while before publicising it on my blog..
even though many people already know why i went to melb..
hmm..
i think
i am just too lazy to upload pics
*snigger*
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kbox-ed today with long-ge, wing, pw and keng...
also dunno issit cos it was after work...
or it's cos wing and i kboxed not long ago...
feels like it wasn't as fun this time round..
like....people not very enthu to sing...
pushing the mike and remote to each other...
and the guys were like either lounging around or staring into space....

or maybe..i was just too hyper..just wanted to sing sing sing!
ended up i sang so many...and the others din really sing..
i feel bad...esp since i go off key like every other line in the songs...
sorry!
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mmmm..
it's 10.55pm
and i am sleepy..
but somehow, i dun wanna sleep...
dunno wat to blog..
dunno wat to say...
dunno wat to do...
dunno wat to think...

i think i am entering into the 'i can't find a bf' phase again..
too much whinings..
too many brink-of-tears moments..
too much day-dreaming...

i've gotta find more things to do!
or maybe...
i just gotta DO the things i need to do...

why is life so complicated...
or rather..
why am i making my own life so complicated?!

it's a rhetorical question..
so please dun gimme an answer..
becos...
deep down inside..
i do know why..
for the moment..
while reality is still pretty good..
let me hide..
let me be in denial..
for the moment..
let reality remain as it is...