eve of xmas eve...

supposed to be mahjong night but bro is heading out to dunnowhere...

left with me, daddy and mummy...

haiz...

that day, this patient of mine folded these paper lilies...

[this is a patient who is usually quite not cooperative...

so, when nurses ask him to walk, he say 'mai lah mai lah! (dun want lah dun want lah!)'

but when i go in,

he will ask 'le zou wun dong eh huh? (u do exercise one huh?)'

and then when i say 'si lor (yes lor)', he will happily get up and walk with me.

*gringrin*]

anyway, back to the paper lilies...

he gave me one!

*awwwwww*

my first flower from a guy after i am single

-_-

okie, so he's my pt and he gave me the flower cos i said they are very pretty...

but still, it felt nice..

i was so proud of the flower, i showed it to everyone in the office at that time..

and to my mummy as well...

just saw this powerpoint slide about how blessed i am to have money in my bank, clothes on my back, roof over my head, food in my fridge, able to read, able to give a hug, able to attend religious meetings without getting killed etc etc etc...

and after i saw it..

i told myself that i seriously have to stop whining about being single...

i mean...

having a partner wasn't one of the 'blessed' things mentioned..

so i guess, having a partner may not be that much of a blessing??

i sure miss having someone around to pamper me

(welll.....not that i got alot of pampering...but even once in a while was nice..)

sometimes, the solitude on weekends really get to me..esp during PMS week :P

but i guess...

compared to the many people who are starving, dying, poor and disabled...

being single (even on xmas, vday, bday......-_-) isn't such a big deal...

or at least..

that's what i keep telling myself..

i need a big big poster that say 'stop whining!!' on my wall...

then again..

i need space for my new poster...

my new Initial D poster with Jay Chou on it..

wahahahahahaha

many thanks to YH for the gift :D

hmm...really need to get my room sorted out...

it's been more than a year that i've graduated and come back..

and things are still in boxes...

goodness...

mmm...

if i'm a really good girl..

maybe i'll be blessed with Nobody for bday/xmas next year :D

LDR with a stuffed toy is so hard...