all the whining about being stuck in melbourne from 2002 to 2005 is conveniently, officially thrown out of the window from my 5th floor HDB flat bedroom.
arriving back from melbourne tonight, for the first time in 5 years, i'm actually SAD to be back.
good grief..
is this what working does to a person?
or perhaps, i just had such good time in melbourne, i want these 2 weeks to start all over again so i can have even more fun...

at the airport, vinh accompanied me till i had to go in to clear customs and stuff..
and for the first time, it took less than 30 mins to clear customs...
while i was sitting there trying not to feel to sad,
i decided to sms everybody i can think of in melb/noosa to say goodbye...
and alicia called me back to say bye...
i was at the brink of tears...again...
i'm a crybaby..i know...and i dun care...

all the way on the plane, instead of enjoying movies, i started to feel depressed...
so, i slept...so much so that the steward had to wake me up...
another first time...
and i slept so much..that for the first time, i didn't wake up till the plane touch the ground at changi airport..

right now, as i am sitting here and typing away...
i miss so many people...
wingki, alicia, germ, esther, ruby, yivern, vinh, sugeng, jingfung...
for the umpteenth time, i wish i can teleport myself...

and for the umpteenth time, i have to remind myself that separation and reunion is part of life...

i left my heart in melbourne...
and maybe part of my soul is back there too...