it's 2004h
and i am still at the physio office...
it's quiet...for once...
and i guess my mentor is right...
it is nice to have the office all to myself...
peaceful..and somehow, calming to my very frazzled nerves...

i must apologise to all those people i've been rude to today
which is quite a few...
especially to carol...
didn't mean to be mean or anything lah...
was kidding..though my tone probably made it sound like i am not..
so sorrie abt that...
i actually think it's sweet of u to be there for ur bunny after it's op...
and also apologies to whoever's toes i stepped on today...
so sorrie...
really didn't mean it...

just finished gathering info for the case study i have to do on thurs...
though i am really exhausted now...
cos just now went for stairclimbing ex to train for Ophir,
i still feel like staying just abit longer to blog...
now my quads are quivering...
and part of me wonders how appropriate it is if i just spend the night here in the physio office...
the way home seems too far...too tedious...
besides...
i like the silence now...
interrupted by the clicking of the keyboard as i typed...
and also the subtle air-conditioning gently puffing cool air...
i can fall asleep right now...right here...
*yawn*

cannot believe it's only tuesday...
cannot believe i only have one more night to work on my presentation...
cannot believe that i can miss someone so much..
cannot believe alot of things in life...
the only thing i believe in..
is that life is a whole spectrum of suckiness...
right now...it's probably the least sucky i feel today...
because at least right now,
i feel peaceful...

but tomorrow..
will bring yet another day of chaos and confusion..
as my frazzled nerves gets more frazzled..
as the stress level rises..
and the endorphin level decreases...
the stress hormones are taking over...

a stroll by the river sounds like a great idea...
anyone on for it?

i guess....everyone already has some plans or another huh...
what's new eh...?

right..time to hit the MRT...
back home to makan dinner and hopefully, get abit more of the presentation done...
then...
it's bedtime...
hopefully tonight..no more dreams that make me feel wonderful asleep..
and terrible when i wake up...