it's mid week...
i am sitting at my table...
thinking i should either

a) lie on my bed and try to read
b) go and sleep
c) nua in front of tv (and fall asleep)
d) all of the above

instead...somehow...i end up sitting here typing this entry which i actually have no inspiration to blog at all...
i have no idea why i am this knackered...
it's as if i've reached the end of the week and tomorrow is saturday...
but nnnooooo...tomorrow is thurs!
gotta go to work!!
*ARGH!!*
sat is going to be another busy day...
swimming in morning...movie in the afternoon...and dinner in town at night...
and my father has suggested yum char on sunday morning...
i can see my weekend mornings being burnt away right before my eyes...
worse still when i am one of those few freaks who cannot take a nap in the afternoon...
dun get me wrong...
when i am really tired or really full from lunch (or in a boring lecture/talk)
falling asleep mid afternoon is no problemo!
but...i have this problem whereby i sleep 15min in the afternoon...
and i can't sleep for hours at night
(and warm milk doesn't work cos i dun drink milk...muahaha)
so...i've sort of trained myself not to nap so i can sleep at night...
and strange thing is i am not even sleep deprived!
well...at least in terms of sleeping hours, i am getting about 7 hours each night
quality of sleep...hmmm...maybe that's where the problem lies?
but...i do concuss...most of the time...
like *yawn* *lie on bed* *head hit pillow* *close eyes* *fall asleep*
perhaps the past few days...
i've had too much on my mind...?
sort of been lying on my bed and while my body is going to sleep
my brain continues to process alot of info...
sigh...

so as my eyes are drooping to an almost closed state right now...
i am wondering if i sleep at 8.42pm and wake up at 5.55am...
will i feel more awake??
i always have this theory that human beings are not meant to wake up before the sun...
so for the same number of sleeping hours...
waking up before sunrise means more exhaustion...
as proven by my experiment in melbourne...
i once slept at 10 and woke at 6 for clinics..and i feel like absolute crap...
then when it was theory block, i slept at 12 and woke at 8..
and i felt totally refreshed...
see...human beings are not meant to be woken up by the *di di di di* alarm...
we are meant to be woken up by the sun rays...
the nature way of telling us to get up and do work...

somehow i type until i getting more awake...haha...
mm...for an entry that wasn't supposed to be in at first...
i sure talk alot!
well..with so much stuff going through my head...
and so limited stuff that can be published on my blog...
i just end up typing all the stuff that i can publish to clear some space for the not-publishable
*YAWN!*
wah..eyes so dry...
maybe i should wear glasses to work tomorrow...

mm..hair still wet....cannot sleep...
i guess it's back to my usual night time entertainment...hongkie drama!