会有那么一天 - 林俊杰

一九四三 世界大战 阿嬤年轻的时候
爷爷爱她那么多 他们感情很深
但是爷爷 身负重任 就在离乡的那夜
给了阿嬤一个吻 轻声说到

“我要离去 別再哭泣
不要伤心请你相信我
要等待 我的爱 陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天
我们牵著手在草原听 鳥儿歌唱的声音
听我说声 我爱你”

夕阳西下 鳥儿回家 阿嬤躺在病床上
呼吸有一点散漫 眼神却很溫柔
看著爷爷湿透的眼 握著他粗糙的手
阿嬤泪水开始流 轻声说道

“我要离去 別再哭泣
不要伤心请你相信我
要等待 我的爱 陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天
我们牵著手在草原听鳥儿歌唱的声音
听我说声 我爱你”

我爱你
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darn...this song is bringing tears to my eyes...
maybe because i've seen so many old couples in the hospital...
helping the other half...sticking by the other half..
in sickness and in health...till death do they part...
*sob sob sob*
granted that i've actually seen alot of such scenarios...
old man/lady lying in bed...
in pain...in misery...
and his/her wife/husband by the bedside...
quietly holding his/her hand, wiping away the sweat/drool now and then...
or the old man/lady sitting in the chair...
with his/her wife/husband feeding him/her favourite food...
chatting away...like nothing can even come between them...
not sickness...not physical impairments...maybe, not even death...

either i am just being emotional...or i am reading too much HZGG
too much of those 'u are the only one for me' lines...
or maybe, it's a combination of both...
sitting here in my room...
where the only company i have is Jay singing to me from my laptop
i wonder if i will ever experience such love...
when the love is so strong that u will do anything and everything for that person...

probably not...
because..well..let's face it..
guys who will stop looking at other girls after they have found 'the one'
just dun exist in real life...
no matter how much they try and act like they aren't looking...
point being that when a pretty girl is there...they ARE looking
some even go to the extent of asking their gfs 'eh, she chio or not?'
and expect the gf to join in their 'appreciation of the human body'
*rolls eyes*
okie...there are girls who dun mind it...
i just happen to be NOT one of those girls...
i mean...if the guy is in love with the girl, then the least he can do is to appreciate in silence
and not be obvious...
correct?
asking for gf's opinion is too much lah!

okie, i am digressing...
but anyway...sunset brings this sense of melancholy (did i spell that correctly?)
and well, nighttime just brings this sense of depression lah.
well, not depression per se..
just this 'sigh, when will i ever find true love?' musings
and sometime between listening to that song and blow drying my hair...
i started picturing myself at 80 years old..
sick and in bed...
and my 80+ years old husband beside me...
feeding me my fav fruit (water melon) while telling me stupid jokes to make me laugh
*misty eyed*

人因梦想而伟大。

so i guess it's ok to dream...
just to make life look that little bit more exciting...
and have that little bit more to look forward to...
even though it is just a dream...