just met up with wing, long-ge and alicia...
wing and alicia starting to feel stress about 4th year...
and also starting to feel sad about going back to melbourne...
for me...
looking at them as an outsider...
as someone who's been through it before...
i can fully empathise with them...
but i was evil...
i said the one line that i hated hearing for the whole of fourth year...
and of course, i can sense their displeasure when i said it...
(sorrie gals...)
because we all know...
that time doesn't really fly...
everyday is the same 24 hours...
and time only will only 'fly' when u are having fun...
time only flew when u look back at what had happened...
looking ahead...the road is always long and tedious...
yet looking back, u would wonder where did all those ups and downs went?

perhaps because i've gone through it before...
i know how time will feel like it has flown at the end of the year...
when one will wonder where did the 4 years had gone?
just like right now..
i am wondering...
where did all the knowledge i've accumulated in 4 years go to??
maybe they got frozen and dropped out of my head in europe...
i am so NOT looking forward to work tomorrow...
to be totally honest...
i am not confident about being a physiotherapist...
i am worried...very very worried...
that i am going to be a bad physio

sigh...
suddenly...
going back to melbourne...
sounds like a fantastic idea to me...
instead of sitting here and wondering...
if i am going to be a failed physiotherapist...