9 more days...
it feels like i have been counting down to something for the whole year...
to various holidays during the year...
to exams...
to family vacation...
to graduation...
to europe trip...

and so...i decided that i should stop counting down
and just live in the moment...
which means i should be sprawled on my sofa and reading a good book..
or go shopping for alot of stuff i need...
or go makan yummy food...

but, instead..i am sitting in front of the comp...
too bloated to eat anything...
too lazy to library to borrow book...
and waiting for the painter to come and repaint the wall in my house
which has started fading less than a year after it's painted...
so the shoppping has to wait...
and lunch is something which i can't even begin to contemplate

my life has been turned upside down...
somehow, it just doesn't feel right that i dun seem to feel hungry anymore...