exams are over...O.V.E.R.
and i thought this day would never come..
the day when i can sit here and type the following sentence:
i have finished my last exam as a 4th year physio student.
it really hasn't hit me yet..
the fact that i am finally free...
i guess because today's OSCE was so DARN DIFFICULT.
i feel kinda cheated by those who said it was gonna be easy
*hmph*
and so...this cloud just hangs over me...
and another cloud also hangs over me...
the cloud of 'forgetting the bed brakes'...
sigh..
but at least, i can sit and read harry potter and the order of phoenix...
instead of some manuals which i would be leaving behind for the juniors...

yivern left tonight...
i'm sad.
she's is probably one of the rare few people in melbourne
whom i have connected at a really deep level...
i've lost my vegetariandumplinggooutforawalktalkcraptalkseriouscomplainallday kaki...
and the saddest bit is...
i would not see her again for at least the next year.
*sigh*
and i think the weirdest part is that i won't get to see hbearber is because I am the one leaving for good...
instead of the other way around...
cos i am already used to people leaving melbourne and not returning...
and wing is leaving tomorrow!!
i'm gonna lose my jaychouobessessionfishballfacecraze kaki!
argh...2 losses in 24 hours...

and i must mention this...
to recognise the effort all the gals put in for me...
*sniffle* really touched...
germ,yivern,alicia,wing,joanna,esther threw me a surprise party!!!
MY FIRST SUCCESSFUL SURPRISE!!!
thank you girls...i am really touched..really really very grateful for the effort
and i got my graduationbearbear...THANK YOU YIVERN!
and other gals got me a really classy handbag...THANK YOU GALS!!
and yivern and ruby got me a Groovy Graduate key ring...THANK YOU RUBY AND YIVERN!!
AND, i got yummy Mango Gateau bday cake!!! (FYI, i love fruit cakes..) THANK YOU THANK YOU!!
oh, and i got my first bunch of flowers (carnations...i think the gals thing i am motherly...)...THANK YOU!!
*short of breath* wah, say alot of thank you. would post pics up when i get them...
all in all, thank you just doesn't sound enough..
but i am really appreciative...really really very very touched!!

okie dokie...wing waiting for me to start our HZGGIII marathon..
sleepover tonight...
last few hours with wing before she fly back into the arms of long-ge *smirk*
extremely packed weekend ahead...
need to get myself organised soon...
too many things to do...too much shock...too much excitement...
too many departures...too much attachment...
life's ups and downs?
oh yeah, i am experiencing all of them right now.