sometimes...some things...
are just not worth the effort..or the attention...

but sometimes, some things are just so earthshakingOMGWTH sudden,
that we get sucked into the moment..
and spend so much energy on it...
so much so that when we realise it was all for nothing...
the energy is transformed into bewilderment...anger...hurt...
and also, relief...
relief that the people whom we were concerned and worried about...
are actually fine...

so...
before doing anything...
please consider the consequences...
and bear in mind that a little something that 'can't hurt anyone'
can actually result in gigantic ripples through others' lives...
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homesick...
very very homesick...
just wanna give up on this endless struggle to feed info into my saturated brain...
and take the next flight home...

'in a race...
the final sprint to the finishing line is always the hardest..
when u are so drained of energy...
that the finishing line just doesn't seem to come any nearer...
but,
in those final moments...
because u try so hard...
fight so hard...
that when it's all over..
when u've finally crossed the finishing line..
u look back and realised..
that it was all over...
in the blink of an eye...'

and so, i keep telling myself that...
keep urging my failing legs to keep moving...
encouraging my brain to keep storing info...
that it'll all be over...
'in the blink of an eye'