someone once told me that...

if you sneeze once, someone is scolding u behind ur back...
if you sneeze twice in a row, someone is thinking of u...
if you sneeze more than twice in a row, u are falling sick. go see a doctor...

well..what if i sneeze in sets of 2? meaning i sneeze twice in a row...then after a while,i sneeze again twice in a row? does this mean i am falling sick? or someone keeps thinking of me??

the logical me is saying "u're falling sick lah!!", and the romantic me is saying "ooh!! someone is thinking of you alot!!"

*bleah* the fact that i am typing something so crappy on an early saturday morning is a reflection of how stressed up i am. and the fact that i actually can think that someone is thinking of me shows how delusioned i am.

too bad i dun have fever. if not i can just diagnose myself as having delirium. *argh*
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sometimes i look at the couples around me...
and i remembered how it was like to have someone special...
and then i'll miss having that someone special..

other times, i look at the couples around me...
and i see the troubles brewing between them...
but instead of not wanting to be in a relationship to avoid that...
i see myself in their shoes...and realised how silly i was in the past...
to let someone take me for granted...for almost 4 years...
before i realised that he doesn't really understand why i am so tolerant...
before i am enlightened to the fact that i've given all that i've had...
yet he is still taking..and taking...and taking...

yivern told me her mum tells her to find someone who "loves you more than you love him"
but we both agree that such relationship would not work...
and we both agree that we want someone who "loves you as much as you love him"...
yivern says that such situations do not exist...
i believe otherwise...

and so, holding on to that belief...
i wonder to myself whether i would ever meet such a guy...
someone who gives and takes equally...
who would appreciate what i've done by reciprocating...
and not just verbally saying "you are so good to me"
because those words mean nothing...
when nothing is put into action...