i have red bumps springing up on my legs and lower back. they itch like crazy every now and then...i am not feverish, but i feel really tired. what is wrong??? i hope it's not a 2nd bout of chicken pox...maybe it's just an allergy..or maybe my bedsheets are dirty..hmm...gonna change my bedsheets. and i bought antiseptic cream to put on those bumps. still remember at OBS i got bitten by bed bugs and had this hideous patch of red,oozing bites on my leg. luckily got Dettol antiseptic cream..saved my leg from ugly scarring...hopefully this time, Dettol would come to my rescue again, before i scratch those bumps until i start bleeding or something. *argh*

and as if to remind me how hopeless i am with jogging, my gluts are aching from yesterday's world-record shortest run ever. this shows how little i exercise and hence confirms the hypothesis that my flabbiness is due to a lack of exercise...because the only snacks i am having nowdays are watermelon, oranges, low-fat biscuits and rice crackers. okie...maybe i shouldn't even snack...but studying uses up alot of glucose and i kinda need the food to keep my brain cells nourished (at least that's the excuse i give myself)

*scratch scratch* sigh...my studying is getting nowhere...not good...not good at all...i think i need to instill my discipline into my revision routine. maybe my daily 'go out for a walk to relax' plan isn't such a good idea. but with such sunny weather, it's hard to stay indoors the whole day also.

okie..no more complaining. better shower and apply the cream before i die from the itch

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Dedicated to all who was/is a part of my life journey...

I carry you heart with me - E.E. Cummings

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it (anywhere i go you go,my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root
and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky
of a tree called life;
which grows higher than the soul can hope
or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)