*yawn*

i have no idea why i am so sleepy considering i slept earlier than usual. been trying to start the habit of sleeping before 11.30. cos apparently, according to wing, 11pm - 2 am is beauty sleep. good for skin...and according to yivern's mum, the same time is also the time the liver starts to rest and recover. so if i miss that 3 hours, my skin would be bad and my liver may fail earlier. *gasp*

but last night, i probably concussed at about 10.30pm, and yet, i am feeling exhausted..and i have a throbbing headache..AND, i am getting the jitters for this afternoon's case presentation. *bleaaahh* i hate public speaking. i feel like my tongue is in knots, my stomach is in knots..and i'll start talking at a rate only audible to extraterrestial beings. *sigh*

tomorrow's last day at St Paul's. sigh..good things never last. i really don't mind spending 4 more weeks here doing non-clinical..but already got physio school placement. ah well, who am i to complain. at least i get to end off theyear with the 2 electives.

slowly evolving into my chao4 mugger mode...musc, neuro, cardio, paeds...so much theory, so little time.
my diet is not working...my exercise plan is non-existent...the flabs on my tummy haunts me everyday.
too much worries...too much stress...too little time for relaxation...too few moments of pure indulgence.

dammit. why can't we have one week break between every clinical block?!