mmm...sleeping past my usual bedtime again. *yawn* by right i should just off my comp and go to bed...but somehow, my fingers itch to blog something even though, i really have nothing interesting to blog about. *diong*

just finished writing up notes for Sepsis and Septic Shock. even though i did this topic for my case presentation, somehow i still find it quite hard to understand. was looking at the mechanism i came up with 7 months ago for case pres...and i was baffled how i even managed to get it done. *diong diong* actually...every time i 'revisit' my old assignments/presentations, i cannot remember how i managed to get them done...especially the more 'impressive' ones like health promotion booklet...or systematic review protocol...or my cardio case pres. i look at them, and i just go "FWAH". sounds quite ego hor? but i am not trying to boast of my abilities. i'm just...in awed of how much i can get done when i'm under pressure. (yesh, i believe that's what 'deadlines' are for. there to motivate one into action..or else...........)

ahh....listening to S.H.E.'s 热带雨林. i like this song quite alot...and since i've run out of things to write at 12.14am..shall put the lyrics down...

冷风过境回忆冻结成冰
我的付出全都要不到回音
悔恨就像是绵延不断的丘陵
痛苦全方位的降临。

悲伤入境誓言下落不明
我找不到那些爱过的曾经
你像在寂寞上空盘旋的秃鹰
将我想你啃蚀干净

月色摇晃树影穿梭在热带雨林
你离去的原因从来不说明
你的谎像陷阱我最后才清醒
幸福只是水中的倒影

月色摇晃树影穿梭在热带雨林
悲伤的雨不停全身血泠泠。
那深陷在沼泽我不堪的爱情
是我无能为力的伤心。

just realised that today is the 30th of September. 17 days ago would have marked the 6th month of my singlehood...and 6 months 17 days ago, if i had not made that decision, today would have been the 4.5 year mark.
do i miss him? i'm glad to say...i don't...
do i miss having a boyfriend?to say i don't is lying...but to be totally honest, i dun even think i can see myself with someone right now.
peraps 6 month 17 days of singlehood has finally managed to make me realise that being single, isn't that bad after all...