i'm depressed and demoralised.
MOH hasn't replied to my email...and while no news can mean good news sometimes...in this case, the longer they take to reply, the less of a chance i have of going to Europe.
dammit.
and my father just emailed me to ask me if he can join me for the tour. *sigh* and i hate having to reject people, worse still when it's my father and i have to say 'no papa, it's not convenient'
i feel like s*** now.
AND, a friend from my NCC days just emailed me to tell me that my encik from secondary one is getting married! of course i am happy for her...wonder who that lucky guy is...and feeling disappointed i can't attend her wedding dinner :(
in a span of less than 15 mins of checking my Hotmail, my brain has processed the following information.
'darn. no email from MOH...why are they taking so long to say yes or no???'
'argh..papa wanna come?? hmm...quite inconvenient leh. how should i put it so that i don't hurt his feelings??'
'sigh. i don't know how papa is gonna feel when he read my rejection mail. besides, most likely i won't get to go anyway. sadness...'
'WAT??? she's getting married?!? argh..i wanna fly back to Singapore NOW!!'
and i guess the last bit just pretty much sums up how i am feeling...
fly me out of here...
fly me away from this gloomy land...
let me sit in the sun and humidity
and not worry about europe or assignments...
last day at St Paul's...adding on to my list of depressive stuff...
life sucks...:"(
3 comments:
Realli jialat ur dad wanna go... So how? Can i come too? hehe
hey there... hang in there. they do take a while to reply. i asked them too n they haven't told me if i can or not. i just assumed i can. i told them the latest date i will be back in singapore. they will take ages. bureaucracy... but well, i think we are entitled to holidays. so fret not. u are not alone on this.
to elizabeth: so should i assume i can go too? cos i told them i am leaving for europe from singapore, so i am not sure if that puts my chance of going even lower. sigh
to YH:told my dad it's not convnient. i feel damn bad, but he replied saying that he understands. well, i'll just get him something really nice from europe if i do get to go. and don't force me to do more rejections. i have a sucky morning already..don't make my afternoon suck too
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